I’m supposed to fly to Kentucky for my little brother’s graduation from his
master’s program in May.

At first I was like… yea! I’m in! Time with my family! Going somewhere new! Yesssss!

But after thinking about it more…I’m terrified. Because Lewis is supposed to come
with me.

Rent a car seat, or bring ours? Have to buy an umbrella
stroller. Check or carry on the pack n play? What on earth will I do
with him in an airplane for hours on end with nowhere to go and no
comfortable place to nap? How will I manage the time difference and
bedtime? What will I do when the rest of the family wants to go out and
do things during the day, and Lewis needs to nap for three hours at the
hotel? What about breastfeeding on the plane/out in public when Lewis gets distracted so easily and pulls off the breast, causing me to spray everywhere?

I’m reeling my enthusiasm back in. Not sure I can handle the trip with him at this age.